Life wastes itself while we are preparing to live – Ralph Waldo Emerson

I really really like this quote. REALLY like it.
Its so true.

How many people waste their life working their fingers to the bone? For what? To gain some sense of accomplishment?
What a life well lived huh?

I always loved Clan of the Cave Bear.
I’ve read the entire Earths Children Series.

The Clan of the Cave Bear is a historical fiction novel by Jean M. Auel about prehistoric times set somewhat before the extinction of the Neanderthal race after 600,000 years as a species, and at least 10-15,000 years after ‘Homo sapiens’ remains are documented and dated in Europe as a viable second human species. It is the first book in the Earth’s Children book series which speculates on the possibilities of interactions between Neanderthal and modern Cro-Magnon humans. – Wikipedia

Yeah, I’m a geek.

So I thought its about time for a quick life update, for my own future reference.. you know, keep track of shit that happens just in case I forget that it happened haha.

Got more fat
Serious like.. I’ve gone from size 8 to 12. I’m fuckin lazy man, I need to start going for runs in the evening… me and my brother are planning on doing it soon, do a few laps of the field every night. I don’t really care about being a size 12, I like being more curvy, I just need to tone this shit up.

Became single
Another good reason to get attractive :P I hate being single to be honest, so boring and lonely.
Not that it made a difference when we were together anyways, me being overseas and all.
Its kind of actually hard to keep a relationship going when your thousands of miles apart.
Two years of being together though, fuckin weird, longest relationship I’ve had, its like losing your left leg, its like, its always been there and
then all of a sudden its like ‘Where the fuck did it go?’
Depressing really aint it? I’ve shed a few tears, I aint gonna lie.

Went to Slugfest
A punk and metal festival in Wales. Got to see a few bands, it was good fun. I was of course drunk for the vast majority of it… all of it.
There are photos floating around out there of me riding some dragon statues we just stumbled across. Of course I had to ride the dragons!
My drunk self just couldn’t help herself.

And that’s about it for now.

Oh I went to the job center today and it was quite sad. I have to go to the job center every two weeks to get the benefit and the day I’ve been assigned must be drug addict day.
Poor buggers. Its like, how can you not feel sorry for them? One of the dudes is really lovely too and he just looks like death. Its a shame there aren’t really any decent drug rehabilitation programs around. Get these people their lives back for fucks sakes. It upsets me.

True Blood.
No explanation required.
Its amazes me and makes me happy in my special place.

Sexy.

Oh my, how could I ever choose only one? Insanity!
Anyway, I already posted Main Man by The Ramones a few posts back, so I’ll choose one of my other fav songs.. which The Ramones covered funnily enough.

Needles and Pins – Always liked this song.
Just nice and pretty and kind of depressing too… just the way I like em.

Stolen from Leah.

I forgot how much I like blog challenges. Can’t believe I forgot about them.
They can alleviate boredom anytime.

So anyways, for the next 30 days post the following:

• •Day 01 — Your favorite song
• •Day 02 — Your favorite movie
• •Day 03 — Your favorite television program
• •Day 04 — Your favorite book
• •Day 05 — Your favorite quote
• •Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy
• •Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy
• •Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
• •Day 09 — A photo you took
• •Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago
• •Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently
• •Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy
• •Day 13 — A fictional book
• •Day 14 — A non-fictional book
• •Day 15 — A fanfic
• •Day 16 — A song that makes you cry (or nearly)
• •Day 17 — An art piece (painting, drawing, sculpture, etc.)
• •Day 18 — Whatever tickles your fancy
• •Day 19 — A talent of yours
• •Day 20 — A hobby of yours
• •Day 21 — A recipe
• •Day 22 — A website
• •Day 23 — A YouTube video
• •Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy
• •Day 25 — Your day, in great detail
• •Day 26 — Your week, in great detail
• •Day 27 — This month, in great detail
• •Day 28 — This year, in great detail
• •Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days
• •Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Let the challenge commence ^^

Anyone else go from being extremely happy to extremely morbid at the drop of a hat and vice versa? Or is that just the mental disorder bi-polar?

In the past few weeks, I’ve gone from being incredibly happy, to excruciatingly depressed, back to incredibly happy and so on.
Today alone I’ve reverted back and fore about eight times haha.

I’m happy right now because I’m wearing my Motley Crue t-shirt.
Tomorrow I’ll get a good dose of cabin fever and be depressed again, I guarantee it.

Cabin fever (also known as House Syndrome) is an idiomatic term for a claustrophobic reaction that takes place when a person or group is isolated and/or shut in, in a small space, with nothing to do, for an extended period (as in a simple country vacation cottage during a long rain or snow). Symptoms include restlessness, irritability, irrational frustration with everyday objects, forgetfulness, laughter, excessive sleeping, distrust of anyone they are with, and an urge to go outside even in the (less miserable) rain, snow or dark.

Its me!!!! I have cabin fever!!!! I swear. Wales is the isolated and small space…. desolate fuckin shit hole. - I’m allowed to say it, I’m from Wales
I swear this is the sort of shit that just ends with me rocking back and fore in a corner for the rest of my life and hissing at people who pass by.

Post brought to you by the adorable little pumpkin face.

Friday 2nd
Didn’t do anything during the day really. Hung out and drank beers in the evening.
Sang some songs. Of course.

Saturday 3rd
Slept all day. Had the most epic hangover I’ve had for a while. Basically thought I was dying.

Sunday 4th
Still hungover… I think my body is trying to say ‘fuck you bitch’

Tuesday 6th
Got paid! Finally! I am now on the benefit :D haha

Thursday 8th
Hung out with my puppy and a baby.
Someone brings a baby to my house and I have hangs with it.
He loved my puppy and my puppy loved him.

Pics coming sooooon.

And that was my weeks events. Pretty damn boring. I think I’m getting cabin fever. Stir crazy or something.
AHHH.